Raynaud's Disease

• Definition
  Raynaud's disease is a condition that causes some areas of your body — such as your fingers, toes, tip of your nose and your ears — to feel numb and cool in response to cold temperatures or stress. In Raynaud's disease, arteries that supply blood to your skin narrow, limiting blood circulation to affected areas.
  Women are more likely to have Raynaud's disease. It's also more common in people who live in colder climates.
  Treatment of Raynaud's disease depends on its severity and the presence of associated conditions. For most people, Raynaud's disease is more a nuisance than a disability.

• Causes
  Doctors don't completely understand the cause of Raynaud's attacks, but blood vessels in the hands and feet appear to overreact to cold temperatures or stress:
  Cold temperatures. When your body is exposed to cold temperatures, your extremities lose heat. Your body slows down blood supply to your fingers and toes to preserve your body's core temperature. Your body specifically reduces blood flow by narrowing the small arteries under the skin of your extremities. In people with Raynaud's, this normal response is exaggerated.
  Stress. Stress causes a similar reaction to cold in the body, and likewise the body's response may be exaggerated in people with Raynaud's.
  Blood vessels in spasmWith Raynaud's, arteries to your fingers and toes go into what's called vasospasm. This constricts the vessels dramatically and temporarily limits blood supply. Over time, these same small arteries may also thicken slightly, further limiting blood flow. The result is that affected skin turns a pale and dusky color due to the lack of blood flow to the area. Once the spasms subside and blood returns to the area, the tissue may turn red before returning to a normal color.
  Cold temperatures are most likely to provoke an attack. Exposure to cold can be as simple as putting your hands under a faucet of running cold water, taking something out of the freezer or exposure to cold air. For some people, exposure to cold temperatures isn't necessary. Emotional stress alone can cause an episode of Raynaud's.
  Some researchers are studying whether Raynaud's may be partly an inherited disorder.
  Primary vs. secondary Raynaud's Raynaud's occurs in two main types:
  Primary Raynaud's. This is Raynaud's without an underlying disease or associated medical problem that could provoke vasospasm. Also called Raynaud's disease, it's the most common form of the disorder.
  Secondary Raynaud's. Also called Raynaud's phenomenon, this form is caused by an underlying problem. Although secondary Raynaud's is less common than the primary form, it tends to be a more serious disorder. Signs and symptoms of secondary Raynaud's usually first appear at later ages — around 40 — than they do for people with the primary form of Raynaud's.
  Causes of secondary Raynaud's include:
  Scleroderma. Raynaud's phenomenon occurs in the majority of people who have scleroderma — a rare disease that leads to hardening and scarring of the skin. Scleroderma, a type of connective tissue disease, results in Raynaud's because the disease reduces blood flow to the extremities.
  Lupus. Raynaud's is also a common problem for people with lupus — an autoimmune disease that can affect many parts of your body, including your skin, joints, organs and blood vessels. An autoimmune disease is one in which your immune system attacks healthy tissue.
  Rheumatoid arthritis. Raynaud's may be an initial sign of rheumatoid arthritis — an inflammatory condition causing pain and stiffness in the joints, often including the hands and feet.
  Sjogren's syndrome. Raynaud's phenomenon can also occur in people who have Sjogren's syndrome — an autoimmune disorder that may accompany scleroderma, lupus or rheumatoid arthritis.
  Diseases of the arteries. Raynaud's phenomenon can be associated with various diseases that affect arteries, such as atherosclerosis, which is the gradual buildup of plaques in blood vessels that feed the heart (coronary arteries), or Buerger's disease, a disorder in which the blood vessels of the hands and feet become inflamed. Primary pulmonary hypertension, a type of high blood pressure that affects the arteries of the lungs, is frequently associated with Raynaud's.
  Carpal tunnel syndrome. The carpal tunnel is a narrow passageway in your wrist that protects a major nerve to your hand. Carpal tunnel syndrome is a condition in which pressure is put on this nerve, producing numbness and pain in the affected hand. The affected hand may become more susceptible to cold temperatures and episodes of Raynaud's.
  Repetitive trauma. Raynaud's can also be caused by repetitive trauma that damages nerves serving blood vessels in the hands and feet. Some people who type or play the piano vigorously or for long periods of time may be susceptible to Raynaud's. Workers who operate vibrating tools can develop a type of Raynaud's phenomenon called vibration-induced white finger.
  Smoking. Smoking constricts blood vessels and is a potential cause of Raynaud's.
  Injuries. Prior injuries to the hands or feet, such as wrist fracture, surgery or frostbite, can lead to Raynaud's phenomenon.
  Certain medications. Some drugs — including beta blockers, which are used to treat high blood pressure; migraine medications that contain ergotamine; medications containing estrogen; certain chemotherapy agents; and drugs that cause blood vessels to narrow, such as some over-the-counter cold medications — have been linked to Raynaud's.
  Chemical exposure. People exposed to vinyl chloride, such as those who work in the plastics industry, may develop an illness similar to scleroderma. Raynaud's can be a part of that illness.
  Other causes. Raynaud's has also been linked to thyroid gland disorders.

It's been a while.

Ok, so much has happpened since i have last been on here...

My birthday was shit. I had a HUGE party planned at one of my favorite restaraunts: Cracker Barrell. I invited over 50 people, and only 2 showed... Jeremy (naturally, he was my ride) and Emily. A few people had excuses, but i am mainly pissed at all the people who were like "yea im coming" but never showed or called to let me know. Then Emily, Jeremy and I went to Chick Fil A to see Trish, Rob and Brian. Brian mis-made a shake and gave it to Emily and I. (We had already shared a hot fudge almond sunday at CB) and we didnt finish it but it was a nice gesture. Well, when trish got off at 8, we rode with them back to the casey residence for trish to change and then we meet up with kellan at the theater and we all watched Madagascar 2. (My 2nd time seeing it and a sense of de ja vu since last year i watched a movie on my birthday that I had seen before too...) but the coolest part was that we had the theater to ourselves so we laughed louder and had more fun. =D

Well, then somehow or another I finally met James Ackerman. (the nerd) ok, this one is a bit interesting. My father's sperm (aka my biological half brother) was best friends with James's brother Ben for as long as I can remember. I have seen him a few times throughout the years, often confusing him and ben. well, the night i FINALLY meet him was possibly terrifying... actually, it was pretty damn terrifying in the end. At first it was ok. Emily and I got off work about the same time, and we had planned on meeting him at the dojo. Well, I watched them practice, and even witnessed James teaching (kinda funny =D) well afterward we went to the waffle house in PI (where the dojo is located). The we included in this was Emily, James, Steph (very cool) Steph's snake =D, and trish soon joined us... oh yea, Spencer too.. So we chilled out and ate and I watched Steph, Spence and James play some card game when my sister sent me a text message saying "Jalyn is in the hospital". I called her freaking out... apparently Jalyn had a siezure and cheryl, of course, was freaking out... now by this point, i was paying for my food, freaking out begging james to take me to the hospital. James already agreed to take me home. Well, in his attempts to calm me down, he ate soooooooooooooooo slooooooooooooooowly... til i threatened to choke him with his food, which by the time i resorted to that, he was finished. so we told everyone bye, and headed to Gtown Hospital. (i later felt bad, because i felt like a jerk, being our first formal meeting not just with James, but with Steph, also. Emily said they understood, it was a dleicate situation.) Well, I stayed in the hospital til damn near midnight with no result as to what was wrong with my baby girl, my heartbeat. Well, coincidently, earlier that day, a little boy named Michael came into work and gave everyone a little figurine he made out of sand and glitter, his family had a business at one point, and i happened to get praying hands. they sat with us in the ER and now are in Jalyn's room. After almost a week and a variety of tests, Jalyn was released with no diagnosis. Thank God!!

The day before Christmas Eve and Christmas Eve Night i stayed at grandmas. Actually, Cheryl, brandi, Ky and Jay all stayed too... and it was exciting watching the girls open presents... oh they loved it...

Well, New years eve, i got the opportunity to stay with Jeremy's family. and I took it. at first it was dramatic...

Jeremy had taken a shower and didnt tell me... so Byron invited me back to sit with him and Myleah... and i was looking at all their photos.. like from their wedding. well, she was talking about how shitty people were. esp her made of honor. The girl didnt talk to Myleah after the wedding and was too busy the day they left for SC. but texted her saying she was excited about seeing her spring break, and myleah told her no. She said there were only 2 people she trusted fully, Byron and her mom. She listed the people she didnt trust fully, naming jeremy, his dad and i first, and apparently jeremy walked in on that statement and left. She also listed very close family members... well, she meant with her whole life... and it was taken the wrong way and took 3 times for everything to get worked out... and Im glad it did... we all learned alot about each other that night and Im thankful for that much... maybe all the drama can be left behind...

But after that, we all went to walmart to get food for dinner, and a game... the one we picked was fun at first, but got boring very quickly. The food was ok... meaning that she fixed wings (don't eat meat) and some kind of salsa with velvetta cheese and tomatos with chiles. Now that was good. we listened to jimmy buffet and bob marley. when it got close to midnight, we turned the tv on to watch the ball drop, and byron and myleah got out the champange glasse and filled them with sparkling cidar =D i wore a little pink hat with a matching blower... when midnight came, we drank, kissed and popped little poppers... the ones with paper confetti inside. very cool. the first new years with NOBODY drunk =D

Well, also on new years eve... ham had been sneaking out the whole of christmas break except christmas eve and day... getting drunk and snorting pills... well, finally we got her to agree to rehab... that she was only there for 2 weeks. she refused to do anything, and they sent her home. well... Now, she has moved out and in with skylar... the bitch that caused all this shit.

They day she moved, brandi tried to visit, and they wouldnt let her passed the door. Then Cheryl tried, and they threatened to call the law, and she beat them to the punch. she explained about rehab and all, and just wanting to talk... Ham refuses to see anyone. Well, the cop brought her home to get her medicine so dad wouldnt cause trouble i guess, i dont know really why... well, i emailed her trying to bribe her outta there.. shes 17 so we cant touch her... well, i tried to get her to move outta there... anywhere but there and the phone she would get... she refuses and she has even chopped her hair off...

then she wants mom and dad to sign a paper saying she can transfer schools. they refuse as long as she lives there. they dont mind her not being home, but there is a big no no. But i doubt they will if she moves to anywhere they want her too because the moment they agree, i know she will be right back there with them evil people. And i know they are setting her up and i guarentee they will pay IF any harm is done to her...

And somewhere in this mess, I got a car. A 96 nissan sentra SXE... yay me... and then i got my first flat with it just this past sunday on my way to the grocery store to get dinner... just to find out my jack doesnt have a handle and i dont have a wrench thing for my wheels. lol fun times, fun time...

And my wedding date has been moved up thank God, and I want it to stay... will give me enough time to plan it all out... April 17, 2010... Jason doesnt like it because it was his wedding date... well obvisouly not the 2010 part... but he is my wedding coordinator... With Tabby still being my Made of Honor... though my bridesmaids have changed somewhat... I had 2 lined up that have been fired... but they will come with due time...

And tonight, jeremy will be here and I will be entertained... taken away and distracted from all this pain...

OH! Speaking of pain, My best friend, my sister has Raynaud's disease... not sure what it is but i am going to research it as soon as i am done here...

but the second mentioning of pain... i have finished twilight and new moon and i have started on eclipse... i literally cannot put them down. i had to take a break from reading in the slight dark to type this up because im too lazy to turn a light on...

But i am going to research and will post more later....

Oh the joys of tiredness...

Ok, im so sleepy and tired but the sleep must have ran away... I'm still continuing my search for a job and a car. I found several vehicles I'm interested in. And im hoping to work at walgreens. I just love the whole environment of it all... IDK... but I can't stay at Chick Fil A and idk if i want to continue working in resteraunts... at least not fast food..

sigh.... and im still fighting the, urge, the needing, the whatever for a baby. I know finacially I'm not ready.. but I still want one... I'm going to talk to Aunt Cheryl... hopefully soon, about getting Jalyn if anything happens before the baby turns 18 so she doesnt go to her daddy's family. Maybe that would ease my baby mania... i love that little ball of fun! =D

YAY WEBSITE

ok my site is up and fully functional... yay!! still deciding on prices though!!

Things are getting better.

Heya. Jeremy and I are communicating better. I talked to him about how bad I want a baby, and how bad I want my wedding date moved to 2011. Well, as of now, it maybe 2011, depending on how things go. We agreed that finacially we aren't ready to be parents... But we will try one day... after 2013 or so. That way we can be together for a while before the kids come.

Which has always been my plan. I wanted to be married by 21 at the latest, and start having babies at 25/26ish...

Tabby knows what I am going through. She's going through it too. She wants a baby too... but she wants to wait til she has her own house and better income too... Then we will have kids together... I loves her more than turtles. =D

So... Ham's birthday is tomorrow and i got her a surprise... WICKLES!! hahaha... She's sleeping so by the time she will find out it will be too late. She will already have them. And imma talk to hitler about helping me decorate a little for her 2maro.

OH NEW WEBSITES!!!

I'm opening my own scrapbooking service. I have 2 websites...

http://www.myspace.com/worldofscraps && http://www.freewebs.com/worldofscraps

Thanks to Jay for helping me with the name, and Hitler (aka Travis) for helping me come up with a logo. I designed it all by myself and I like it. Hope you see that its mostly North America and Part of South America!

Well, gonna go do some more stuff... like look for more of my layouts and such... ttyl

depression

its hitting me like a tidal wave... i feel so depressed and idk what to do... jeremy is depressed and ugh... what to do what to do... i love him and dont wanna lose him but idk how...

ugh

oh yea

i almost forgot to mention that yesterday for 2.5 hours, i was stuck upfront by myself. i did DT, FL, bag and window all by myself with marcello and I calling for Attilla and Gaysen. dammit

what the hell

i am now on 2 day suspension from work... and i was only scheduled for 2 days the rest of the week, so I am done until our mandatory meeting on sunday afternoon.

its for food theft... here is the reasoning behind this alleged theft....

FIRST INCIDENT-giving away a med. lemonade. it was to a UPS guy who delivers heavy boxes to us quite frequently. I've seen ATTILLA the HUN do it for the SAME guy before, but no, its her so its ok.

SECOND INCIDENT- giving away promotional material unauthorized. it was an extra sticker in drive thru for a lady who had been through once before that SAME day and asked for one, saying that the first person was clueless about what she was talking about.

THIRD INCIDENT- megan came to talk to me one day, and ordered food. she forgot to order fries and i said i would pay for them. so i promoed them out until i could get my money outta the car. Laura checked my register and saw them promoed.... and told jason.

i tried to explain all 3 of these incidents.... but NONE of them would listen... so whatever, idc anymore

bleh

today has just been aweful... first, i forgot to set my alarm but thank god momma was up to wake me up... then when i got here, jason and laura dissappeared and i had to do headset, window, frontline and bagger while they did whatever it was (i suspect talking about nothing). then mom forgot my carmex and i was pissed.

ugh... and im still not too comfy with some stuff... but i still want a baby. its all i can think about anymore and its driving me nuts. ugh... bleh... and i need to go see lindy and jj to recover some misssing movies lol...

ugh.... idk what to do... shoot me, please??

ugh

oh the joy's of working at chick fil a. now i am stuck with atilla without my mom until 12 ish. at least jason is here. i loves him.... i'm going to be looking for a job closer to home...

to the corporate bitches

ya'll dont scare me... im tired of all the rules and regulations CHANGING LIKE FUCKING UNDERWEAR...

and im tired of the people you hire... yea they may help you save money and time but THEY ARE FUCKING RUDE AS HELL AND THATS NOT THE WAY TO KEEP EMPLOYEES....

in order to save money and time, you must treat your employees good or they will leave... and hiring new people takes time and money and if you are a fortunate business, its a pain in the ass to keep losing money and time because YOUR RUDE ASS MANAGERS KEEP PISSING THEM OFF AND THEY KEEP QUITING...

and your managers might want to quit being rude to customers.... they will soon leave... and take everyone they know with them to another business...

and one last time... IM NOT FUCKING SCARED OF YOU. YOU DONT SCARE ME AT ALL... I CAN WORK FOR ANYONE ELSE MAKING MORE MONEY AND TAKING LESS SHIT...

and watch your backs, corporate bitches....lawsuits aren't pretty or cheap... keep that in mind

so much STRESS

ok to start off with today i found out 2 of my friends are dating... and that never ends well... then one of them came into work, while i was busy and tried to talk to me about some texts i sent to the other....

ugh, then they forgot to order fries so i promo-ed some out... and atilla found out and bitched at me... then she told the big boss and she mentioned the words "fired" and "write up". well, i could care less right now... that BITCH pisses me off and i DONT CARE ANYMORE!!!!!!!! shit man, FUCK HER...

i got the job at arby's but they are waiting til they get more business or dec. 1 which ever comes first.... so heelll yeeeaaaa....

and now, i really, really, really, REALLY wanna get married... and i really really really want to have a kid. like now. and i have no idea why. I'm like all depressed and stuff because I want to get married and have kids.... and i know im not waiting til 2013... it will be before 2013 before i get married... i want kids about 2013 not married...

i just feel like i was born to be a mom and its very difficult for me to be one when my PARTNER in crime and love is refusing to let me live out my dream.... my destination... and idk what to do... i need him so much and yet.... idk... I SO WANNA BE A MOM!!!!

why, i just love kids, and i want one... just really bad... I am so ready... I can make it if i tried but jeremy isnt ready. idk....

so much confusion, stress, depression... i need to get outta here... oh and not to mention, my uncle is supposedly getting married this saturday and i hate it... and idk if it will happen... havent talked to anyone that way in a long time... idk if i want to. i do need to tell JJ im not mad at her... but i dont want to talk to my uncle as long as he is with that WHORE of a lying preacher.... i cant stand her, and i refuse to agree to this. i want to so badly go to OK and kick BOTH there asses... his for being so STUPID and hers just because of all the stress and shit shes puttin my uncle through and all the shit she had put him through...

WHAT THE HELL I WANNA CRY... I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT A BABY... ...

HELL MAN....

damn.

it has officially happened again... one of my friends is dating my ex and Idk how to feel about it. I mean i know how she is, and i know what he has been through... and i dont wanna see him hurt...

and i dont know why i am feeling like this... i mean, we've been good friends and all... maybe its just me wanting to be a good friend... a great friend... idk... DAMN!!!

Wow.

Things have been pretty fiesty around here lately. Lots of drama at work and all... But most importantly the election. Some many people voted because of color and I know this for a fact...

A radio station DJ went out to interview people in Harlam about who they were voting for, but what he did was change all of Barack's Points to McCains, so everything they were talking about was McCain but used Obama's name instead. They even used Palin for Obama's VP. And every SINGLE one was for McCains and Palins Points but said they were voting for Obama. Now if you can't even keep up with whos VP is who, then you shouldn't vote, especially when Obama was against everything they DJ was saying... STUPID IGNORANT PEOPLE...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tPPBVPcuYF0 there is the video from what the DJ did. explaining everything....

That pisses me off... Like I said, IF YOU DON'T KNOW YOUR CANDIDATE CHOICE'S POLICIES THEN YOU SHOULD NOT VOTE!

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My cousin wrote something that was quite inspring...

The President has no actual power without Congress and the House of Representatives...he can veto, but that's about it.High school Government taught me, at the very least, that.The country isn't going down the drain due to the election of either candidate.The country is already headed that way in the first place.If you have failed notice the current economic CRISIS our country is facing.Just in case you did fail to notice, however, we are in an ECONOMIC CRISIS.Also, there is very little that can be changed in four years.

It takes time to implement change.And here is the worst case scenario....John McCain dies...we have Sarah Palin...thank God she would only be president for a very SHORT period of time (In case the Republican side failed to notice...she is also a candidate with very little REAL experience...she was the Governor of ALASKA. That says it all right there.
She also can't even keep her own family in line, much less yours.)

Other worst case scenario: Barak Obama is full of crap...he is only here four years...and he has to go through an entire checks and balances system to implement any of the CHANGE he proposes. And the Senate is reelected every 2 years. So...that means...if a Republican Senate is elected...nothing is going to really actually change.

The point of this post is for you to be informed and vote on someone not because they are white or black...Democrat or republican. Do it for values, education, the welfare of others. Do it because of where you stand and your personal convictions.
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AND LOOK WHAT BARACK OBAMA IS TRYING TO DO!!

Please visit this site! We must fight to stop the killing more innocent lives!http://www.fightfoca.com/FOCA Would Wipe Away Every Restriction on Abortion NationwideThis would eradicate state and federal laws that the majority of Americans support, such as:* Bans on Partial Birth Abortion* Requirements that women be given information about the risks of getting an abortion* Only licensed physicians can perform abortions* Parents must be informed and give consent to their minor daughter's abortionFOCA would erase these laws and prevent states from enacting similar protective measures in the future.

With a single stroke of the pen, the Freedom of Choice Act (FOCA) would establish the right to abortion as a fundamental right (like the right to free speech) and wipe away every restriction on abortion nationwide.Twenty Senators (including Sen. Barack Obama) and 109 U.S. Representatives have co-sponsored this "Freedom of Choice Act." The stated aim of this legislation is to "end the abortion wars."To these legislators, "ending the abortion wars" means allowing abortion for any reason, at any time, without any restriction or any regulation. This would eradicate state and federal laws that the majority of Americans support.FOCA would erase these laws and prevent states from enacting similar protective measures in the future.

Americans United for Life (AUL), a pro-life law and policy organization, has prepared an analysis of the "Freedom of Choice Act." Please click here to read AUL Vice President & Legal Director Denise Burke’s analysis of this horrendous legislation.Please add your name to the Fight FOCA petition and let your friends know about Barack Obama’s promise to expand abortion throughout the country.

New things!

Had a couple of interviews at Arby's and I go back this afternoon for another. Been super busy lately. Yesterday, Jeremy and I went and hung out with my grandma all day and I am grateful we did because at first he didn't want to go. But i appreciate him doing so. So we had fun, went to Ryans and Walmart. Grandma bought me 2 things of cake mix and icing and i made a 3 layer cake with just one box and one thing of icing and it is yummy! i stayed with her last night and I'm glad I did. Her alarm was being funny today and didn't go off so I woke her up 15 minutes late (it was on time forme) and we got ready and went to hardees and washed her car and I was at work 30 minutes early! yay me! now i am no break, and I am running out of time. I shall return with the stories of my not-so-interesting-but-midly-funny-and-always-true-life-of-aimee-and-family.

Dammit

Ok, last time. I am not gonna move. It broke my heart last night just to think about not seeing Jeremy, my grandma, my nieces, my family on a daily basis. It would be nice to live on my own and stuff but I am a big family person, and I would miss them.

I went shopping with my grandma yesterday. She called me while I was packing and asked if I wanted to go to town with her. We went to walmart to get vampire teeth for Nick, and while we where there, she bought me 2 shirts. they are cute. Then we got some water, and went out to eat at ryans. Jay called me =D i miss talking to him sometimes. He's very nifty. (But not quite as nifty as jeremy =D) So we ate, then went to visit Jo Anne @ GMH. She's got cellulitus in both legs... ugh!

So we went back to her house, and I put up all the water we bought, and then went to take some stuff to aunt cheryls. well, she needed a shower so grandma and I took the girls to my house so mom and i could watch them while cheryl got ready. Jalyn was a bunny and Kyleigh was a kitty. So cute... but Ky was tired and you could tell. So then I dressed all piraty and stuff.... and Jeremy and I went to Janets, Grandmas, Aunt Katies then to Scott and Jess's where we spent ALL night in the car talking... then to my house and talked some more... and i finished packing only to get up 4 hours later (yes, i only slept 4 hours) and decided not to go... so jeremy and i had one heck of a time last night for me not to go. Shelly, Todd, and Megan are gonna be pissed but right now, I don't care. I need my family on a daily basis and I wont get it there like i want it... especially with the Holiday seasons coming... Thanksgiving, birthdays, christmas...

Well, I'm off now... gonna try to squeeze in a nap before work... (ps, I know that picture is kinda old but it is one of my favorites... actually it is really old... it was the christmas of 05... one week after we started dating...)

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Man, I don't know....

I'm just so confused. I really want to get out in the world and try to get my feet wet a little bit. but everyone i love seems to be holding me back. but all for different reasons...

Jeremy is scared of losing me, and i dont want to lose him. but i would only be going closer to work. and i would miss him but we could hang out more.

Jason is worried about how imma get places... his boyfriend moved here from PA and his roomies all agreed to get him where he needed to be but apparently lied about it...

I'm so worried about it... its like picking petals from a flower... I go... I dont... I go, I dont.... but it seems like THE DAMN PETALS KEEP ON GOING!!!!!! WHY WONT THEY JUST TELL ME!!! UGH!!! imma think more on this... its a tricky situation...

*Sigh*

Ok, I am not going to move after all. I really do like Shelley and Todd but alot of my family and close friends are just so negative and against me moving. Jeremy doesn't like it because of the fact that all the family holiday's are coming and my birthday and all that happy stuff. And i would miss him, because he said he couldn't stay with me there because he doesn't know todd and shelley that well.

Jason is sucking balls about it. Telling me I'm stupid which slightly concerns me. But, IDK. i'd miss the girls and all... and my family (don't tell them I said that)... Especially Jeremy coming over. So... I'm staying home...

My life...

*Sigh* My life is going ok. I'm moving to the beach and all. Its lots of fun. Jeremy and I are still AWESOME. I loves him... I also may be getting a new job! YAY!!!! I hope everything works out the way I hope. I'm meeting with Shellie and Todd today.