Thursday, October 30, 2008

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Man, I don't know....

I'm just so confused. I really want to get out in the world and try to get my feet wet a little bit. but everyone i love seems to be holding me back. but all for different reasons...

Jeremy is scared of losing me, and i dont want to lose him. but i would only be going closer to work. and i would miss him but we could hang out more.

Jason is worried about how imma get places... his boyfriend moved here from PA and his roomies all agreed to get him where he needed to be but apparently lied about it...

I'm so worried about it... its like picking petals from a flower... I go... I dont... I go, I dont.... but it seems like THE DAMN PETALS KEEP ON GOING!!!!!! WHY WONT THEY JUST TELL ME!!! UGH!!! imma think more on this... its a tricky situation...

*Sigh*


Ok, I am not going to move after all. I really do like Shelley and Todd but alot of my family and close friends are just so negative and against me moving. Jeremy doesn't like it because of the fact that all the family holiday's are coming and my birthday and all that happy stuff. And i would miss him, because he said he couldn't stay with me there because he doesn't know todd and shelley that well.


Jason is sucking balls about it. Telling me I'm stupid which slightly concerns me. But, IDK. i'd miss the girls and all... and my family (don't tell them I said that)... Especially Jeremy coming over. So... I'm staying home...

Monday, October 27, 2008

My life...

*Sigh* My life is going ok. I'm moving to the beach and all. Its lots of fun. Jeremy and I are still AWESOME. I loves him... I also may be getting a new job! YAY!!!! I hope everything works out the way I hope. I'm meeting with Shellie and Todd today.

PartyLite

Twilight (obsessed) =D