Grr. This is why I don't like Georgetown Cops.

Here is my letter to the Georgetown Times. I am HIGHLY pissed.

I am highly dissappointed in our law system in Georgetown County. First, the guy who escaped TWICE in the same day. Now, a SHERRIFF letting a RV almost HIT another car and not do a thing. Tonight I was at the red light going towards Andrews by McDonald's, and the RV was in the right lane (going straight only.) Our light turned green, and the RV proceeded to go towards Charleston, almosting hitting the car in front of me. WIth the SHERRIFF at the red light IN FRONT OF US! What if the RV had hit them? What if they had hit me? And for the sherriff to sit there and do nothing! That makes me angry. Yes, this guy didn't harm anyone, this time. What if he was intoxicated and hits someone down the road? That guy could do some damage and the cop does nothing to stop him. I am very angry and DO NOT appreciate our cops in Georgetown for doing things like this. Oh, a seatbelt ticket, they will spot you 20 miles away. Letting someone do an ILLEGAL turn in front of them, "Oh well, let them go." Tsk Tsk. Shame on you.

Aimee *******.

Super busy!

The past couple of days have been busy! Having to deal with the awful unemployment office, and looking for work. I have finnaly got both figured out!! I start work tomorrow, well, technically, today!

Oh, and now I own my very own RAINBOWS!! eek! and I get the bigger room with my OWN bathroom! eek!

I have also finally seen the possum that hides out on the back porch and attacks the cat! Jeremy scared him 3 times! Bhaha, good stuff!

For now, I must sleep, since I start WORK bright and early!! Good night!

EEK!

The past couple of days have been amazing! Hung out with the best at Castaways! Got me a netbook, and rainbows! Life has been pretty good, considering I have been real sick lately. Feeling soooo much better today. So very glad for that.

Jeremy has also been easier to be around, now that he's relaxed some! I know he will always be there when I need him.

I am also very glad and thankful for all the friends that I have. I love them lots. New and old. I know who will be here for a while, and I love them more! Just feeling very blessed for all my friends, and the people I call family... Kris and Mary Beth Hammerstone, Christina Blevins, Tabby Collins, Jeremy (duh)... I love them all!!

And all my amazing friends!! I love you guys!!

I want to go to Mimi's House.

It's been a few days, and I have forgotten what last happened!

Today I went to Brunch with the family, meaning Ham, Allen, Ky and mom! Ky was a trip! She wanted Chicken, and nothing else. I ordered grits, and when they came out she wanted mine! I split them with her, but she wanted the bowl! I then gave my little princess the bowl, and ate off the plate.

Then, she wanted to eat the butter right out of the container! My silly girl! Oh, and she tried to drink out of the ketchup bottle. She is a riot today! After she ate almost all of her grits, she wanted in my lap. She saw the chicken that she originally wanted on my plate, and said "Mimi, I want your chicken." Baha. I told her to take them. She took one bite, chewed, swallowed and said "Mimi, it's hot. You blow." She is such a lazy baby around me!! She know's Mimi will do it all for her! I love her bunches!

Just like Tuesday night. I went out to mom's to see Ky for a bit. She was having a happy meal from McDonald's. Chicken nuggets, yum. She saw me, put her fries and nuggets in the box, put it under her arm. Then grabbed her sweet and sour sauce and her Littlest Pet Shop Kola Bear toy and said, "Mimi, I am going to your house. Let's go." She is too cute!!

Then to the Dollar general. Inside she wanted to play with a balloon. No, she did NOT want to take it home (that's a shocker to me!). She just wanted to hold it. She did, however, want a slinky and a quack quack whistle. :D Aunt B, my mom, was more than happy to buy her Ky those. Oh, and a bag of cheetos. She handed her toys, also including a bracelet set, to the cashier, who once the cheetos where rung in, gave them back to Ky. The cashier's facial expression when Ky said "thank you" was priceless. Ky proceeded to hand them to me, saying "Open please Mimi." That one word, Mimi, makes me feel so happy! Ky loves her Mimi. I opened them, then we headed to the car. She was so nice to put in the carseat today. When I got home, I was giving her goodbye hugs and sugars, and she had cheeto all over her mouth. yum. :D Cheeto sugar's are the BEST!

My day has been pretty good. I just miss my KyLeigh Shea so much!

Job fair Bust?

Today I was informed by a friend of a job fair in town. I've been out of work so I was anxious to go. I get there to be told there is only ONE business there: Dollar General.

Jeremy and I had went and retrieved Tabby so we could all go. They were just really hiring for a store manager. Hmm.

We explained about how bad the one in Maryville is to the DISTRICT manager. He said that when we turn in an application, there is a little test we have to take to see if we even qualify for employment with them. I asked the lady at the MV store and she looked at me like I was crazy! I told him this.

He sent us over to the newest location in town to take the test. He told us to ask for the lady, Sylvia, but if she wasn't there, to ask for Sam.

Ha. Jeremy found Sam, as Tabby and I found Sylvia.

Jeremy said Sam was feeding him a load about how the application would stay on file, blah blah blah, when I turned around and said "Jeremy, I found Mrs. Sylvia." Bhah.

All 3 of us took that test, along with another lady that followed us there. The 3 of us passed, not sure about the other lady. But while waiting, Tabby and I talked further with Sylvia, about how things worked. We chatted about how Tabby's application and mine looked similar. As in our handwriting was just the same! It was crazy! We never noticed that until today when Mrs. Sylvia pointed it out.

Then we went to Taco Bell (YUM!!)

We took Tabby to her boyfriends, who lives right down from me! I came home to do laundry and things, and Jeremy went home.

Starting tomorrow, I will have the house to myself for 2 weeks! Eek! They are going on vacation, and I am staying here!

I need to try to sleep. It's been hard, considering the past few nights I have been sick and been staying up late... oh and the late night chats with old friends. But mostly the sickness.

Good night all! Hoping for a better time with the job hunt!

Obessions

Since I don't seem to have too much to talk about tonight, I am going to type all the things I am obsessed with, to give you a little more of an idea of who aimee is!!

Harry Potter
Twilight Saga
Rent, the movie
"The Blue Girl" by Charles de Lint (amazing book!!)
Movies in general
Late night talks with good friends
Microwavable pizzas
Lima beans and rice :)
Rice, gravy and Mac N Cheese from the Maryville diner
FACEBOOK!!
My Cellular Device :)
My laptop
My nieces, KyLeigh Shea and Jalyn Turtle :)
Photographs, taking them and just having them
Starting projects, and almost not finishing them
Church
My friends :)


Thats all I have right now. I shall get back to you!

If you didn't see it with your own eyes, or hear it with your own ears, don't invent it with your small mind and share it with your big mouth.

That is possibly the best quote ever. It's very true. Loads of people these days do this and it's very irritating.

In other news, still feeling awful, and I've no idea why. I hope it's not from eating at Wendy's the other day. That's the only thing I can think of, seeing that was the last time I ate, and after that is when I started feeling so rotten.

Since I've not been well, I can't remember if I posted about my iPod being sold. If I did, oh well. If not, there's the news.

Other than that, nothing ti report, except the fact that I missed church because I couldn't sleep last night. Bah. I hope I get over whatever this is, and soon.

Bah humbug.

That has been my favorite phrase lately. And to quote Perry, "It's not Christmas" My reply was that I use it all year long... Perry's reply, "You're a rebel." Yes, Yes I am.

For now, I am lying in bed, feeling terribly rotten. I've no idea whats going on with me. I've not been hungry, been feeling just awful. Who knows. I hope I am not sick.

I've been off and on the computer all day, and after many texts/FB posts and craigslist posts, I have finally sold my ipod. I will miss it, but I know it has a good home now. At least I have my phone.

Now, to finish up the past couple of rotten days, I am in bed, with Harry Potter on the tv. I've moved up from the Prisoner to the Order for now. :) I may go back with the Prisoner at a later date.

Righty Mc Righter Pants.

Today was rough! All that drama and to think, it all happened before I even left my bed this morning. I just want to ask of all of my friends, and rabid reader (haha) That if you hear/see/read anything to do with me, whether bad or good, I want you to come to me, before you start talking to anyone else.

We are all adults, and I would like it to remain that way. Please, for all our sakes, if you have any questions, any at all, come to me. I even have a formspring and can/will answer questions that way. I have reinstated the anonymous option for QUESTIONS ONLY!! all other things that are rude/hateful will be going in the trash.

Thank you to those who will cooperate.

By the way, this goes for everything. Ask BEFORE you assume, please.

:)

Mommy does LOVE me

Just a few moments ago, my mother made a very public announcement about "f" and told her to stop. Now you know at least what parental unit it was...

Then she commented on the posts of "f"... "IF ANY YA'LL WANNA BRING A CAN OF WHOOP A**, BRING IT !! TO GET TO AIMEE, YA GOTTA GO THROUGH ME 1ST, AND I DONT THINK YOU WANNA DO THAT!!"

I starred out part of the word, but this is what she said to her friend, followed by "YA'LL WANT DIRECTIONS?"

Finally she said something... almost a year later, but in this case better late than never... She even deleted her friends rude (lying) reply to mom's post. :)

Angry Beyond Belief.

I posted that long blog yesterday about friend, and how they were still bothering me after I stopped. Then I said I emailed them about that post. This morning, I wake up to a horrible, surprise? I guess? I don't know what you would call it.

My loving best friend alarmed me, when she told me that friend posted things about me. Not just about me, but my FULL name. Um, excuse me? I posted that WHOLE blog yesterday without mentioning names or even genders, and they want to post my NAME and a very nasty, hateful FB WALL post about me? Then a so called friend of mine and a family member comment, and not only NOT tell them to stop, but one of them was EGGING them on!

Now, I have spoken to said parental unit several times and even emailed them this morning. All they had to say about that previous post was "Where is your name?" Honestly parental unit? I sent P.U (parental unit from here on out) all the exchanges between f (friend from here on out) and my replies. I didn't even edit any of it. and yet P.U. seriously asked where my name was?

Now my name is PLASTERED all over the wall of f's FB and I promise you, as the day is young, the sky is blue, and the grass is green and as my name is AIMEE LOUISE ZURCHER that if P.U. does NOT put a stop to this, I will no longer speak to them, about them, or have any evidence, photo's, or anything to do with them again.

I AM THEIR FLESH AND BLOOD! I WAS BORN OF THEM! I WAS RAISED TO NOT TAKE THIS OR LET OTHER DO THIS TO MY FAMILY! But where is my family now?

Very, Very... Angry?

Haven't mentioned much of this, because to me, it wasn't that big of a deal. Until now. One of my parental units has a very loud, obnoxious friend. Very rude also. "Friend" believes they know every detail and aspect of my life, and since they being a "god" apparently, they know all, and anything I say, is a lie.

Well, it started last fall. Said friend only wants to hear what the parental unit has to say before making any accusations or remarks. Said friend doesn't ask me a thing, not a single thing. Friend only cares about half the story.

Friend began saying very rude things on facebook about my brother, other parental unit and myself. Nothing about my sister. My sister is a "god" too, to this friend, she can do no wrong. I got angry, and retaliated. You won't talk smack until you know the WHOLE story. Things go ugly. Friend started things not only with my brother, other parental unit and myself, but with my friends, and Jeremy too. It turned BRUTAL before the first parental unit would say a word to friend.

It stopped for a few weeks. Jeremy and I got me a diamond for Christmas... It was posted on FB, along with other activities that I enjoyed around that time with Jeremy and Myleah. Friend sent me a rather cheerful, yet nosey email. This was a Wednesday. I was going to wait a day or 2 to reply. The very next day, Thursday, I had a very rude email from Friend, saying how I took my parental unit for granted, and how I abuse said parental unit and all I do is mooch. Which is a lie, until November of last year. and even then I didn't really mooch. I did my part. Then when I got a temporary job at Christmas, I helped out.

Then is stopped for a few months.

As many of you know, I have a few spare facebook accounts for gaming reasons. Friend found one of them in the past month and started emailing me again. Then told me to stop bothering them. See anything fishy or odd here? We had our choice words and all, and I got tired of it, so I blocked friend. I am tired of this.

Today, well rather about an hour ago, I was on a spare account, and saw something friend had posted on the parental units page, and decided to check out the page... to find this:

FRIEND I love it when mooching losers run their fat pie holes and dont know what their talking about.To all you LOSERS out there YOU ARE DEAD TO ME.LEAVE ME ALONE.Good bye!
July 13 at 10:17am
2 people like this.

Would you believe, not a ONE comment told them to stop, that FB is not the place to handle that. Then for them to say "LEAVE ME ALONE" When all I did was tell them to just stop?

Please correct me if I am wrong, but when someone HUNTS down a fake facebook of mine to email ME rude things, how am I bothering them? I don't know but I am tired of this. And if you are FRIEND, and you are reading this, the time to stop is now.

I am going off to sleep, or try to anyways. Good night everyone else, but friend.

Tralalala-Rain.

Right now is a pretty good part of my day. Nice little storm a brewin' and a super clean house! Not to forget the nicely mowed yard! A big thanks to my baby for that one!

Didn't do a lot today. Woke up a little late again, but that's to be expected since I was passed out for 5 hours yesterday afternoon.

Jeremy called about 12ish saying he was going to come over, and I was like "Why not wait til a little later, so ti won't be so hot." He agreed to come over at 2, which, if you ask me, was still very hot. While he mowed, I did the inside stuff. We finished about the same time, and he went home to shower, as he was very sweaty!

Since then, I have been on FB and such, adding lots of new free things to Freebie Stalker. Very Excited about the newest members! I hope more are added everyday!!

For now, I shall rest some more. Like mentioned above, nothing too interesting happened today.

Life Stinks Sometimes.

Here I am, yet again, up late, watching Harry Potter. I do love Harry Potter.

My day has been short for me. I woke up late with a headache, then when I got up and moving, Louise wanted to go to the diner. PERFECT! Since I was feeling bad and didn't want to walk. We arrived, and who did I see. A really old friend, Abe!! Haven't seen him in a long time, but it was good to see him!

Well, we ate, and I talked to mom a bit. Got my strainer and my valentine jammie pants. I love them! So soft and comfy!

When we got home, I was going to finish my laundry from yesterday, and then do some house work. My headache still did not ease! I really hate taking medication, so I tried to wait to see if it would ease off. I laid down, and elevated my knee. Then I passed out. I was out from 12-ish to about 5:45. Then I remembered the Ladies Meeting at church. Oops.

I thought it was at 7, but something said, "Hey, it could be at 6!". I texted a few people, and got no replies as fast as I generally would. It being quarter til, most of them would already be at the church. No one gets signal inside. I call Jeremy and ask him if he would take me. I do the super rush to get ready and be outside. I ended up walking down to the dollar store while waiting. I am impatient.

Jeremy picks me up from there and we arrived at church at 6:13. No one is there. Then I start thinking, well maybe its not tonight. I again try to call Christy with no answer. I ask Jeremy to wait with me a few more minutes. If it was at 7, then someone would be there at 6:30. Finally, around 6:30 Mrs. Karen showed up!! Yay! I am not crazy after all!

It was a fun night! We had a "Family Feud" like game, based on different things in the bible. And it was hard!! The 2 winners, Ms. Vickie for having the most right, and Mrs Brenda, who had to battle it out with Mrs. Ann for 2nd, won a big ice cream bowl, with 4 mini dessert cups and a set of matching plastic ware. :) Well played, ladies, well played.

After church, I get home, Mrs Louise isn't here, she was at hardees, and Mr. John was outside doing a little yard work. Well I come in for a few minutes, and I find out why I had such a horrible headache! I tell you this, I have never experienced this, the horrible symptoms or side affects or whatever you want to call them that go with the not-so-please gift from mother nature.

To top it all off, I didn't have a thing I needed nor the money. I found a very last minute resource to fix my situation, but I hated to do it. There for my conclusion is that life stinks sometimes.

I am blessed :)

Today I woke up, went to church, and came home. Then I went out with Jeremy for a bit.

The music was good; I miss having a drummer. The message was great, GO AFTER JERUSALEM!! Don't settle for Heb-rem. And I am going to that Bible Study Intro tonight. :)

Went out with my baby! We went to BK (my favorite american fast food, Taco bell is my other favorite!) Then to Walmart. We got into a little tiff, but we are tougher and stronger than that <3 Love him! Then we went to Food Lion, he helped me get some food, since I am out of money. I love him!

We ran into Bernie and Micah! Micah is so cute! He got a little jealous, because we were talking to Mommy instead of playing with him, so he squealed a little! Oh but he's still adorable :)

Then he brought me home, and helped me unpack the groceries and he left so I can relax and clean some before I go to church tonight. I bought some chocolate covered doughnuts, but some of the chocolate melted! Oh no! I hope they are still good!

Then, while I was in here updating Freebie Stalker, Louise came in, and gave me some more clothes :) A bunch of tanks tops :) I am excited! And she gave me a hoodie, a few regular shirts, and a few pairs of pants :) I am so very excited!

So far, today has been a great day! I miss my girls though, my Mookie and Ky-Fry. Them silly girls :) Well, I'm off for now.

For you... you know who you are...

"I pray your brakes go out runnin’ down a hill
I pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the head like I’d like to
I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls
I pray you’re flyin’ high when your engine stalls
I pray all your dreams never come true
Just know whereever you are honey, I pray for you"

Anger.

Why must people be so chicken, so rude, and then won't even identify themselves? They sit at home, hiding behind their computer screen where they can talk all this mess and act all big and bad.

Why can't you be the big "adult" you claim to be and say who you are? Oh I know who you are, I am not slow at all. But why must you claim to be "too old for drama so get to steppin!" but yet you CAUSE all the drama in your life?

I know why... you aren't loved like I am. I am loved by a GREAT man, and that bothers you because you can't find anyone as amazing. And no one likes you, really. You honestly don't even like yourself.

Do us all a favor, Grow up and worry about your's and leave me and mine alone. Have a not so great day.

:) This made my night

I love her :)

*This is an actual conversation I had last night. Her name has been changed but none of the conversation will be :) She is silly and I love her! Btw, she had a few drinks, just a FYI*

02:33Me youre back EEEKKKK
02:33HER
hi goomba
02:33Me
shudders rawr
<3
02:33HER
ima drunkie
lil bit
02:33Me
ur lucky
i wanted to be
a lil
02:33HER
numb my sore thing
in my mouth
helps
02:33Me
lol
02:34HER
margaritas
02:34Me
yum
02:34HER
yum
:)
scooooob
02:34Me
u lucky whore i love ya!
02:34HER
soo what moviee did u sees
02:34Me
order of the phoenix.
02:34HER
harpottery
02:34Me
lmao
how much did you drink?
02:34HER
so staggerin sweet
looompas
02:34Me
lmao
i <3 you!
02:35HER
i luv u too babynator
u need pigtails
02:35Me
u make-a me laugh!
i can do pig tails
02:35HER
piiggy twales with the thingys
the little stringy thingy
02:35Me
i love thingies lmao
02:35HER
its loooopery
02:35Me
bows
02:35HER
n shiny
yeah
bows
bosssss
bow s a r e bosses
whoopity
02:36Me
hee hee
02:36HER
glonk
kehehee
02:36Me
ur funny babe
02:36HER
yuup
boootay
poshh
02:36Me
what did you do whilst you where away
02:37HER
ummm i wasnnnt awayers
ohh wait
yeah
um i was.
isnt that awesomeee
Me
what hun
?
HER
unmm had aburritos
the tacoosmelly one
two
hahaha
they forgotttted the cheesies
i putt it at home
on the thingys
and microwaveed it
was yumm but hott
lips
HER
what the friggery
i dont know what im sayinnng
hope im making since
cents?
that isnt right
02:39Me
lmao ill let you read tomorrow
Me
oh yea. you will laugh.
02:39HER
homeyd gee dog
nah
whassupery
what movies did u see
did jew get popkorns
those get stucks in my tooth
FLOSSS!
is
BOSSSS!
02:40Me
ol
02:40HER
WHAahahaaha
hey amy
aimmmmmmey
aim
thats
thing
a chat
hows ur name aim
02:41Me
yea
idk
02:41HER
a ow elle chat program
dude
02:41Me
yea
02:41HER
when were u born
02:41Me
nov. 29, 1988
lol
02:41HER
whoooooa
the eighties
02:41Me
what
yup
02:41HER
are sh8ties
i am a 8fort
in jan 7
02:42Me
lol
02:42HER
hahahaa
ur older than me
do u have the greys yet
i have like ten or maybe more
02:42Me
im not older than you!
02:42HER
like two
on my head
hahaha silly aol
goomba
02:43Me
lmao
02:43HER
whhasts so funny
i wannan joke
etell me
02:43Me
you are funny babe
HER
mee why haha
i feel fuzz
02:44Me
cuz i love ya!
HER
mee why haha
i feel fuzz
02:44Me
cuz i love ya!
HER
awwww i love u 2
if i was gay u'd be my gaybee
02:44Me
eek!
ditto babes

[[[[[[[[[[[[[OK JUST KIDDING SOME OF THIS CONVERSATION IS BEING BLOCKED OUT]]]]]]]]]

02:52her
wwwhooa
i seee
a pennisery
happy birthday 23 me
ooooohps
aol
i lover y uu
ur so nicery
u neeed to meove here
02:52Me
thanks. i love you too! and your nicer
HER
sweeeeeet
i seeees u later aol goombA i havet to pe
peeee
pisses in the toilets
02:53Me
ok babes
be safe
02:53HER
really bad
02:53Me
<3
02:53HER
oh no
i forgot toilets papers
02:53Me
haha
02:53HER
when i went out
ahhhh
i just go pee in the pools
02:53Me
ok
02:53HER
c u later alligators
02:54Me
later babes

Potter, Pizza, Pepsi and Peanuts

So my night was turned around, only after being mad to have to spend my last $10 to get my own dinner, since I couldn't find a ride to the store.

I ordered me a yummy pizza from Domino's online, and I must say, I am rather impressed with that timeline they have :) I got to track my pizza while talking to my lovely Pansy Slytherina <3 She always makes me feel better :):)

Then I popped in "Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix" to watch when my pizza arrived. Fun :)

Finally, my yummy pizza arrived (after having to flag down the pizza guy), I crawled in bed, hit play, and relaxed with pizza and Pepsi, not kool aid.

Yum! Then my friend, Jamie, and I started chatting on FB while I was watching Potter, and he asked if I like boiled peanuts. I was like, duh!! And wouldn't you know it, he brought me some!! At 10:30 at night! He's a good friend!

So now I am full on the 4 P's :) (no potty jokes allowed you guys)

Very happy my night turned around :) Tomorrow, hoping to spend some time with my honey, after he helps out a friend. :D

Kinda Peeved...

So tonight, Friday night, the night everyone goes out and where am I? Stuck at home... And this makes me very mad. I have several times in my life, have either a) had other plans or b) not felt well but yet I have HAD to go out with one friend or another for any reason at all...

I have been stuck in this house for over a month and only gone out twice... and I practically had to beg to get out then. And where are these friends now?? One is out swimming, and didn't invite me. In fact, she never sees me anymore and she comes in my neighborhood a lot, makes me mad when I have done SO MUCH for her, and I get nothing...

My other friends are already where I wanna be, and won't even offer to come get me, knowing how bad I want to go, and I am not that far... I just can't believe how I am being treated...

And Jeremy is in a bad mood and don't want to go... Hmm.. I've went out in bad moods with him before and usually my night would turn around. I am just so mad... I don't know what to do or how to react... An hour or 2 is too much for anyone to give up anymore... Well I know how to treat them now. This is not fair that I have done so much for anyone, I would give them the shirt off my back, and yet, they can't come get me, and I am 5 minutes away. Shoot, I went out more when I lived out in the middle of no where... Here I am in town and I am a stuck duck?? So mad...

Rent-a-licious.

I love this movie. I cannot explain how or why, but I really love this movie.

So I have spent the day doing mostly nothing important. Went with the roommate to Walmart and saw my mommy :) Then after, went to the Hospice Store, and I love Hospice. :) She got me a pair of rocket dogs, my 2nd actual name-brand rocket dogs that I got from a thrift store :)

These look so good, too! I love them. Oh but she bought them 'cause she doesn't ever carry cash, and didn't want to just charge the $2 for the shirts she got for her hubby. I am so excited though! I love them!

Anywho, today I started a fan page on Facebook, Freebie Stalker. :)

http://www.facebook.com/#!/pages/Freebie-Stalker-tsu/132813616755257

That's the link. Add it, suggest it, love it :)

Still awake Rawr.

Boy oh Boy, I want to sleep so bad!! I might go soon-ish. :) Yea, right. So here I am, 2 am on the nose, watching tv and playing online. Why?

Who knows. I hope I get to start helping around God's Feeding House, Inc. with Mrs. Irene. She is a pretty cool lady, and she's trying to help out OUR town, OUR people, so that's pretty cool.

My plans tomorrow, well later on, are not decided. I hope I get to go do something fun. I need fun. I know I am not going to the diner tomorrow, Mom is off til Saturday. BOO! hee hee. So I will probably stay home and chill, maybe call around to some of the places I have applied at, to see if they are hiring yet. Wish me luck, my one reader :)

:)

Rawr Rawr Rawr!!

So here I am, sitting here, at 1:24 a.m. in my room, watching "Rent", yet again. I really need to stop staying up so late. :/ But on the plus side, My honey man is home.

I am hoping to get somewhere soon with a job or I will explode. I can't live off of anything. Well, I am hopping off. More to come later, I hope :)

Back to Blogging?

Maybe so. Or to writing at the very least. I have now moved... I am living in Maryville, closer to people who may actually love me. That would be a nice change. :)

why oh why oh why!?

So my life is getting more and more depressing. eck. My phone is due to be turned off... I couldn't pay the bill... and Jeremy said he would and guess who doesn't have the money. Oh well. And I am due to give up my new laptop this week. The manager was able to squeeze me in another week.

And now, I am up sooo late and I can't sleep. ugh. I miss the times when I went out alot. Now I never leave. my life is getting pretty boring, and it makes me sooo mad. and sad. and ugh. And it pisses me off that my sister can do whatever she wants. whenever and don't have to worry about anything. but yet I have to give up my things, my phone, my computer... And what makes me even more pissed, is that my mother pays for my sisters comp... but my sister has her own money... but i, who can pay mine, has to give mine up to help pay bills?? wtf...

ugh im in a shitty mood tonight.

La La La... Lolly's!

Today my Mookie head was over! Well, lets back track, as I said earlier, I went with Jeremy to town. While in town I got a call from Cheryl, saying Mookie was screaming my name and she missed me!! Aww! Well, she gave Mook the phone and I talked to her, well sorta. She just kept saying "Me me, Me me... Where you? Me me, Me me. I love you. Me me, home now." It was cute.

But when she came over, she was COVERED in cheese doodle dust, and no pants! Just the way she likes it :) Silly goose. She was as rambunctious as ever. We had a ball! She was so sweet and funny! I will miss these days when she gets to be a teenager. *gasp* I can't think of that now :O

Overall, today has been a great day! Now, if only one of the many jobs I have applied for will give me a call back... :)

CORRECTIONS TO MY "Rawr Blah Blah..."

I talked to Myleah today. I now know what i said and to whom. I didn't realize what I did until today, but things are fixed now. Myleah had to wait for her que before she could say anything. I still can't believe I said anything... gosh. I feel sheepish!!

Happy Birthday Daddy in Law

Happy Birthday to Kent, my future daddy in law :)

On another note: Today was a better day. NO DRAMA!! :):)

Went with Jerm to get Kent some birthday presents! Jerm got him a "dad" book. And we both got him a gift card to Beef O Brady's for Kent and Robin to have a nice dinner and a drink together :)

But I really love my friends! The ones that are there! Thanks to everyone's response for yesterdays blog. I really meant it.

LASTLY FOR NOW: Thanks to everyone for a Drama-Free day!! :):)

Rawr. Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah!!

The last couple of months have been crazy, what with me getting fired, and then my time in NC and the times after. And even before that. Crazy times like these make a person think.

Like the summer of 08 when I found out Robin, Myleah, and Byron where moving down, I thought things would be different, for the worst. But instead, things got good for a long time. Myleah and I got really close. Now, I am not sure. We got close and we talked about a lot of things that I never thought I would talk about with someone other than Jeremy. (yes, he was present for *those* conversations, too. it's the topics that kind of embarrass you in public forms) We talked about everything at one point. I loved her like a sister. Then things went bad between her and Jeremy. Then her and myself.

After a few months, I contacted her again. I missed her. Then we talked again, and I loved it. And apparently I said something to someone about what we (Myleah and I) talked about. Thing is, I don't know what it was. I am confused. I know I didn't tell Jeremy, he got mad because I wouldn't tell him. Then she went a few days without talking to me, and when I was editing my friends list, I thought I would save her the trouble and deleted her. That just pissed her off more. I am sorry that I did it, but since she won't talk to me... I guess all I can be is over it.

The past few months also made me realize who my real friends are. Who I need in my life. The ones who will always be there for me. I've made some new friends along the way, and I hope to keep them forever, if possible.

I have learned what lengths a person will go through to hurt someone, to pain someone, to break someones heart. Someone who will tear a family apart. Well, a few someones. I know the pains of losing people you love, whether by death or one's own decision. The terrible things life has to offer.

But I also know the great things life has to offer. the little moments that make life wonderful. The family moments everyone should experience, and the love that goes with it. The days that seem so perfect, that are perfect, that nothing, anything, anywhere could mess them up.

The things that make us human. The emotions, the anger, the love, the hatred, the depressions, the happiness.... These things all combined into one that make everyone the same. Some have higher or lower levels of each emotion, but all the emotions are there. ALL of them; not one person is exempt.

My family consists of great people, who love me through EVERYTHING. not who get pissed and say I am nothing on a regular basis. Not people who stab me in the back. They are the people I can not LIVE without. Whether by blood or adoption, my FAMILY loves me, and I love them. Each differently, individually, sometimes very emotionally.

Recent events have made me question who is really there for me. Who reciprocates my actions, and thoughts. Who has been there for me, always. I know who they are. They know.

Jeremy Kent Billings

Tabitha Maria Collins

Rebecca Marie Bruno Zurcher

Jalyn Nicole Drinkwine "Mookie"

Donald Travis Mercer

Ham. (sometimes :) lol)

These are those who have been there. Through EVERYTHING.

These are who have helped out alot. Whether it was to comfort me, talk to me, someone who understands me. Thank you!! all of you!!!

Estefania Guajardo

Cheryl Drinkwine

Sabrina Angelene Billings Delaney (BMW sessions :) lol)

Allen Best

Christina "Pansy" Blevins

Matthew Belcher

I love all of you!!! you all are the best!

Lalala Spring time

So it's getting warmer and prettier! I am so happy! Times like these, they are perfect. I love sitting around with family, laughing and talking. :)

New Laptops.

So, Yesterday ham and I went and got new laptops. yay! they are wonderful, and will be ours in 2 years or less! lol

Been crazy around here lately! So excited once again that Myleah and I are friends again!! yay! I am planning on going to see her in TX sometime in the near future. :):) Jeremy wasn't happy at first but I hope he won't stay mad. I really want to go. I miss her.

Mom got her job!! Don't know exactly when she's starts but hope its soon. I am to hear this Monday about my prospective. Hope I get it. *fingers crossed*

So ready for the summer and PARTY SEASON!! My first year of legal drinking age, and I am ready to party like its 2010... Wait, it is 2010 :):) Hoping to have that St. Patty's Day party the weekend after so all working people can come. Ready for some Flogging Molly and Dropkick Murphy's!!! Well, I am going to peace out for now, but don't worry, I'll be back.

IS LIKE OOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHH EEEEEEEEMMMMMM GGGGGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I AM SO HAPPY!! i am finally able to be friends with MYLEAH AGAIN!!! oh i missed her. I didn't inform ya'll but we had a very rough patch but I am glad we can overcome it and still be friends!! OMG I AM SO HAPPY!!

and I might have a job!! even more exciting!! and Mom got one!! Things are looking up! More to come!!

Esqua!

Today was BLECK!! I woke up and went to old-fart sit aunt janie. When I got there, Cheryl said Mookie had been sick all night. Well, I was like "leave her here. dont take her if shes been sick" well what she didnt tell me was that mookie was also sick this morning... A few hours later I got a call from her saying the daycare needed someone to get the baby. OMG, i was mad but I went. poor baby. Can't blame her. Well, she was fine when I got her, but i brought her to mom just incase it was a virus so janie or brandi and bunky dont get it. Mom said she ate a little potato salad and she was fine.

Well ham was sick at school, so we had to go get her. we were almost to the school, and Mookie got sick all over the car. but she felt better after. lol she was like "all better" and ugh, i couldnt do anything for her, curse my weak stomach. but we got her all better and she was fine the rest of the afternoon.

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for the love of god....

so today i went with gma to take aunt janie to therapy. i am so tired of this... i need rest. but all i have been doing is working for gma pretty much to help janie... and my ankle and knees can't take it... grrr... more later... too tired

HOLY CROW!!

Has is been that long?? So, Since my firing and trip to NC, my mom and dad have split, and my dad's girlfriend is a COMPLETE bitch. I hate her. She has tried to RUIN us but the 3 siblings stood strong. Now we think that WHORE is completly poisoning him. let me find out. Since it has been a while, I will start back slowly. Please forgive me faithful reader. :):) Well, back to my boring, still jobless life where I baby my 65 year old aunt who can't hardly walk and is overwieght. ugh. But, I still have my mookie pie Jay Bird. But, more later. I am back, for good :)