La La La... Lolly's!

Today my Mookie head was over! Well, lets back track, as I said earlier, I went with Jeremy to town. While in town I got a call from Cheryl, saying Mookie was screaming my name and she missed me!! Aww! Well, she gave Mook the phone and I talked to her, well sorta. She just kept saying "Me me, Me me... Where you? Me me, Me me. I love you. Me me, home now." It was cute.

But when she came over, she was COVERED in cheese doodle dust, and no pants! Just the way she likes it :) Silly goose. She was as rambunctious as ever. We had a ball! She was so sweet and funny! I will miss these days when she gets to be a teenager. *gasp* I can't think of that now :O

Overall, today has been a great day! Now, if only one of the many jobs I have applied for will give me a call back... :)

CORRECTIONS TO MY "Rawr Blah Blah..."

I talked to Myleah today. I now know what i said and to whom. I didn't realize what I did until today, but things are fixed now. Myleah had to wait for her que before she could say anything. I still can't believe I said anything... gosh. I feel sheepish!!

Happy Birthday Daddy in Law

Happy Birthday to Kent, my future daddy in law :)

On another note: Today was a better day. NO DRAMA!! :):)

Went with Jerm to get Kent some birthday presents! Jerm got him a "dad" book. And we both got him a gift card to Beef O Brady's for Kent and Robin to have a nice dinner and a drink together :)

But I really love my friends! The ones that are there! Thanks to everyone's response for yesterdays blog. I really meant it.

LASTLY FOR NOW: Thanks to everyone for a Drama-Free day!! :):)

Rawr. Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah!!

The last couple of months have been crazy, what with me getting fired, and then my time in NC and the times after. And even before that. Crazy times like these make a person think.

Like the summer of 08 when I found out Robin, Myleah, and Byron where moving down, I thought things would be different, for the worst. But instead, things got good for a long time. Myleah and I got really close. Now, I am not sure. We got close and we talked about a lot of things that I never thought I would talk about with someone other than Jeremy. (yes, he was present for *those* conversations, too. it's the topics that kind of embarrass you in public forms) We talked about everything at one point. I loved her like a sister. Then things went bad between her and Jeremy. Then her and myself.

After a few months, I contacted her again. I missed her. Then we talked again, and I loved it. And apparently I said something to someone about what we (Myleah and I) talked about. Thing is, I don't know what it was. I am confused. I know I didn't tell Jeremy, he got mad because I wouldn't tell him. Then she went a few days without talking to me, and when I was editing my friends list, I thought I would save her the trouble and deleted her. That just pissed her off more. I am sorry that I did it, but since she won't talk to me... I guess all I can be is over it.

The past few months also made me realize who my real friends are. Who I need in my life. The ones who will always be there for me. I've made some new friends along the way, and I hope to keep them forever, if possible.

I have learned what lengths a person will go through to hurt someone, to pain someone, to break someones heart. Someone who will tear a family apart. Well, a few someones. I know the pains of losing people you love, whether by death or one's own decision. The terrible things life has to offer.

But I also know the great things life has to offer. the little moments that make life wonderful. The family moments everyone should experience, and the love that goes with it. The days that seem so perfect, that are perfect, that nothing, anything, anywhere could mess them up.

The things that make us human. The emotions, the anger, the love, the hatred, the depressions, the happiness.... These things all combined into one that make everyone the same. Some have higher or lower levels of each emotion, but all the emotions are there. ALL of them; not one person is exempt.

My family consists of great people, who love me through EVERYTHING. not who get pissed and say I am nothing on a regular basis. Not people who stab me in the back. They are the people I can not LIVE without. Whether by blood or adoption, my FAMILY loves me, and I love them. Each differently, individually, sometimes very emotionally.

Recent events have made me question who is really there for me. Who reciprocates my actions, and thoughts. Who has been there for me, always. I know who they are. They know.

Jeremy Kent Billings

Tabitha Maria Collins

Rebecca Marie Bruno Zurcher

Jalyn Nicole Drinkwine "Mookie"

Donald Travis Mercer

Ham. (sometimes :) lol)

These are those who have been there. Through EVERYTHING.

These are who have helped out alot. Whether it was to comfort me, talk to me, someone who understands me. Thank you!! all of you!!!

Estefania Guajardo

Cheryl Drinkwine

Sabrina Angelene Billings Delaney (BMW sessions :) lol)

Allen Best

Christina "Pansy" Blevins

Matthew Belcher

I love all of you!!! you all are the best!

Lalala Spring time

So it's getting warmer and prettier! I am so happy! Times like these, they are perfect. I love sitting around with family, laughing and talking. :)

New Laptops.

So, Yesterday ham and I went and got new laptops. yay! they are wonderful, and will be ours in 2 years or less! lol

Been crazy around here lately! So excited once again that Myleah and I are friends again!! yay! I am planning on going to see her in TX sometime in the near future. :):) Jeremy wasn't happy at first but I hope he won't stay mad. I really want to go. I miss her.

Mom got her job!! Don't know exactly when she's starts but hope its soon. I am to hear this Monday about my prospective. Hope I get it. *fingers crossed*

So ready for the summer and PARTY SEASON!! My first year of legal drinking age, and I am ready to party like its 2010... Wait, it is 2010 :):) Hoping to have that St. Patty's Day party the weekend after so all working people can come. Ready for some Flogging Molly and Dropkick Murphy's!!! Well, I am going to peace out for now, but don't worry, I'll be back.

IS LIKE OOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHH EEEEEEEEMMMMMM GGGGGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I AM SO HAPPY!! i am finally able to be friends with MYLEAH AGAIN!!! oh i missed her. I didn't inform ya'll but we had a very rough patch but I am glad we can overcome it and still be friends!! OMG I AM SO HAPPY!!

and I might have a job!! even more exciting!! and Mom got one!! Things are looking up! More to come!!

Esqua!

Today was BLECK!! I woke up and went to old-fart sit aunt janie. When I got there, Cheryl said Mookie had been sick all night. Well, I was like "leave her here. dont take her if shes been sick" well what she didnt tell me was that mookie was also sick this morning... A few hours later I got a call from her saying the daycare needed someone to get the baby. OMG, i was mad but I went. poor baby. Can't blame her. Well, she was fine when I got her, but i brought her to mom just incase it was a virus so janie or brandi and bunky dont get it. Mom said she ate a little potato salad and she was fine.

Well ham was sick at school, so we had to go get her. we were almost to the school, and Mookie got sick all over the car. but she felt better after. lol she was like "all better" and ugh, i couldnt do anything for her, curse my weak stomach. but we got her all better and she was fine the rest of the afternoon.

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for the love of god....

so today i went with gma to take aunt janie to therapy. i am so tired of this... i need rest. but all i have been doing is working for gma pretty much to help janie... and my ankle and knees can't take it... grrr... more later... too tired

HOLY CROW!!

Has is been that long?? So, Since my firing and trip to NC, my mom and dad have split, and my dad's girlfriend is a COMPLETE bitch. I hate her. She has tried to RUIN us but the 3 siblings stood strong. Now we think that WHORE is completly poisoning him. let me find out. Since it has been a while, I will start back slowly. Please forgive me faithful reader. :):) Well, back to my boring, still jobless life where I baby my 65 year old aunt who can't hardly walk and is overwieght. ugh. But, I still have my mookie pie Jay Bird. But, more later. I am back, for good :)